Friends.

Being sick is so not fun. Seriously, it was out of nowhere! One day I'm a perfectly healthy 15-year-old and the next I'm totally sick. It sucks T.T
But anyways. So recently, I haven't been talking much to my friends and stuff and they're kind of not talking to me anymore too. And I know it's kind of my fault too cuz I've been so busy with my homework and stuff and bottom line: I'm just always busy. I dunno what I'm always doing, cuz it shouldn't take someone all day to do their homework -.-" But just like how I usually am, I get distracted so easily, and I try to stop, but then I get distracted by making myself not get distracted. Wow, that sounded really confusing, but yea.
So basically all my friends are like growing farther apart, but then I know that my truely bestest friends would always stay by me. Thanks guys :]
Whenever something's wrong with a friend that you are close with but aren't really talking to, you would know that somethings wrong. I guess it's just in your instincts cuz I dunno. You just know. And it's hard when you know that that something that's wrong is really bad. I wish I knew what to do..
But, I love how with some friends, you will always know that no matter what happens, you'll always be friends till the end~ and whenever you finally have time to talk, it's just like the good old days again and everything goes back to normal. I remember how in 8th grade me and M used to talk all the time in Mrs. B's class cuz she liked us and didn't care what we did during her class, but back to the story. Like, seriously me and M were best friends and we thought that nothing could ever come between us. Until we got to highschool. Now everything seems different and it's like we barely know each other anymore. But we're still best friends and that really holds true. There just needs to be some time where we can catch up and, I guess be ourselves? again. I still remember when M said "You know, I hate how some friends grow up and grow farther apart, and it's just not the same anymore when you meet them again. But us, yea, we're never going to be like that, cuz we're gonna be best friends forever."
I just wish that it could somehow be like that again.