Friday, February 27, 2009

in comp apps

ohkay so im in comp apps rite now and I have like nothing to do T.T and P wont respond to her CHATBOX things :] haha mm. well todays hug-a-nerd day apparently yepp. pretti random~ cuz like no one knows about it and all. uhmm.. what elsee~ I'm like super bored right now and I need to work out everything that should be going on laterr and oh yea! todays my dad's bday!! yayy~ I get to have dinner with him, my mom and D's family tonite. awesome. GRAWR I still need a present for himm x.x oh dang that's bad. I think I'll bake cookies for him or something. if we have the right supplies and all o.o
AHHH I still have to do all my hmwk cuz I've been procrastinating so much lately. wow im like the opposite of P now~ still need to start ap and yeaa. bored much
I wish I could think of something to do..
ciao~!
--S

Tuesday, February 24, 2009

christina!! :]

ohkay so. This blog post is all about C! or yea. haha Like the title says~
hmm.. so C is lk seriously one of my bestest friends ever. She has made such a big impact on my life I wouldn't know what to do without her~ We've had so many good memories together and we've been through a lot with each other. Sometimes we have our ups and downs but most of the time we get along pretty well :] although I "supposedly" "hit" her a lot. haha~
Last year in 9th grade, we had this huge drama after sprink break, and needless to say me and C were both in it. I guess it was really good for her and me at the same time, cuz it definately brought us closer. But K, A, and J kinda all drifted apart from me and C and its kinda.. sad? i mean i wish we were still close and all, but i dunno. I don't think it'll be the same even if we were really close.
I was seriously just thinking like last week about how me and C met and stuff~ well, not necessarily met, but like became close friends. haha. Well we met in.. 8th grade? but she was at my skool in 7th grade but I don't think I knew her then. Actually, I think I knew of C but like I didn't talk to her or anything. But I remember in 8th grade we started talking, not that much actually, but just kinda like getting to know each other kind of thing? And I shouldn't have, but this one time I hit B on the head with a pencil pouch (on accident or on purpose, i have no idea which one) and I blamed it on C x] hahahaha. Sry C!!! <3>
Anyways, we really started getting close in 9th grade like i said before~ in HEALTH! haha doode C if u choke one day (universal choking sign!) ill save you. ahaha. But yea. We just started talking and stuff and by 2nd semester, it seemed like we've known each other for longer than half a year. Like now, I still can't really believe that we've known each other for about 1 and 5/8 years! haha. random fraction~ but kinda close? I think.
So anyways, I know I can always go to C for help cuz she's seriously, like really amazing at giving out advice. And we have the funnest times hanging out too! Haha that's definately not a word, but still. We made a time capsule video one time at my house and we are going to look at it. Sometime soon. Cuz C is really impatient. Jkk actually she's really patient~ except when she's annoyed cuz I won't tell her something. :] I had the best example of something that happened, but now I totally forgot it. T.T OH YEA. We laugh at everything which is healthy! :D but yea. C laughs especially when i start complaining about my creepster stalker people x.x oh goodness.
Ohmygosh we seriously have like all these inside jokes and memories and stuff, we really need to write all of them down so we can laugh about it when we're 100 years old :] anyways, i bet her blog thing is gonna be a lot longer and more about some other stuff than what I put but yeaa~
Wow, seriously? all of a sudden I thought of a miley cyrus or hannah montana or whichever name she used song in my head. It's "True Friend" and seriously, I think it describes us pretty well after reading the lyrics:

"True Friend"
[Verse 1]We sign our cards and letters BFF
You've got a million ways to make me laugh
You're lookin' out for me; you've got my back
It's so good to have you around
You know the secrets I could never tell
And when I'm quiet you break through my shell
Don't feel the need to do a rebel yell
Cause you keep my feet on the ground
[Chorus 1]
You're a true friend
You're here till the end
You pull me aside
When something ain't right
Talk with me now and into the night
'Til it's alright againYou're a true friend
[Verse 2]
You don't get angry when I change the plans
Somehow you're never out of second chances
Won't say "I told you" when I'm wrong again
I'm so lucky that I've found
[Chorus 2]
A true friend
You're here till the end
You pull me aside
When something ain't right
Talk with me now and into the night
'Til it's alright again
[Bridge]
True friends will go to the end of the earth
Till they find the things you need
Friends hang on through the ups and the downs
Cause they've got someone to believe in
[Chorus 3]
A true friend
You're here till the end
You pull me aside
When something ain't right
Talk with me now and into the night
No need to pretend
You're a true friend
You're here till the end
Pull me aside
When something ain't right
Talk with me now and into the night
'Til it's alright againYou're a true friend [3x]

Tuesday, February 17, 2009

so many things to do T.T

Oh goodness. I have so many things to do these days~ the ap forms are due soon and I still don't know what I should take next year x.x oh yea and I have no idea if I can handle the aps im taking.. Awesome! (oh doode, that word is really starting to annoy to me P >.<)
But yea. I really don't know what I want to be when I grow up. Like when I was little I used to hate it when people asked me that question, cuz I never knew the answer. And now its like the same thing~ cept it affects my future more. >.<" It seems like every day I would have a conversation that involves the future. Like jobs and what courses I'm gonna take and things like that. It so wierd. Scary-wierd to think about all that stuff now. It's so close and yea. Pretty freaky x.x
But I should just not freak out too much~ cuz C said I do that way too much x] haha. Seriously though~ like I have no idea what to do. But like they were talking about at ACCCN last time, God has everything planned out for us, so I really do not need to be freaking out. Yet here I am! Freaking out.
More of some other stuff though~
You know when you have a guy best friend and all and a lot of people think that you guys are going out? Well I can say it's pretty annoying, cuz its happened to me so many times -.- but what I just do its let it go~ and try not to act that way around those people again? Kind of. Like some things that you do sometimes just makes it seem like you guys like each other, like hugging and stuff, but if you really think that there's nothing going on between you guys, then seriously, it doesn't matter what other people think. They can think whatever they want and if it's your girl friends then maybe you could think about what their trying to say, but if you reassure your closest friends that there is nothing going on then yep. the rest of the world doesnt matter. :] I mite be a hypocrite on some of these things, but still~ haha
Ohkay this is getting to be one of the longest blog post I have ever posted. haha yay! :D new record~
I wish that I can make the right choices in life :]
Ciao~!
--S

Tuesday, February 10, 2009

uneventful life~

mm. P, sry my blogs super boring~ but yep. boring blog= boring life :]
and my life is realli boring lately. nothing has been happening and its just skool work for me x.x i lk rarely get to hang out with my friends now and wen i actually get the chance to, my padres always tell me to go do sme more hmwk -.-" but i guess thts how azn parents are~ gotta get good grades! >.<
they were pretti pissed wen i was invited to go to this all adult cocktail parti that only they were supposed to go to but o well :] it would hve been lk the only parti they actually had a chance to relax and stuff without worrying abt where i was and wat i was doing. i guess theyd get a chance later on~ haha
grawr. so v-days coming upp! im pretti excited i guess but i hve lk no idea wat to do. its lk a couply day where its lk all lovey dovey but i still lk it anyways :] mm. but lk wat is valentines day. lk i was just thinking abt tht a few minutes ago and wasnt there a guy named valentine or smthing and it was lk his bday..? i hve no idea x.x
lately ive been meeting new people and all tht stuff but i hve a problem of not remembering their names after lk a few seconds. >.<>
i wishhhh. that my life was more excitingg lk not drama-exciting but lk i dunno just exciting i guess~ :]
ciao~ --S

Tuesday, February 3, 2009

Starting it out~

ohkay, so this isnt realli my first blog. ive started one before with one of my other friends but i kinda stopped cuz i didnt hve tht much time and stuff >.<" so now she has her own successful blog and i have my own :]
so i guess ill tell you a bit abt miself before everything elsee~
i was born in china, but i moved here when i was lk two-ish and i moved again after a couple years. i made a bunch of realli good friends who are there for me all the time. :] and they've helped me through rough times and stuff so yeaa. i guess i realli appreciate all tht i hve here, but i seriously miss china. >.<
its ohkay tho cuz i usually go bak every summer to visit the rest of my family there and its always realli fun :] oh and im an only child. haha yay~ but smetimes i wish i had a brother or a sister cuz its smetimes boring around the house, but i here so many complaints from my friends abt their siblings so i feel better abt being an only child. haha
hmm.. so in my blogs im prolly gonna be talking about random stuff or things tht are happening in mi life and prolly rant abt sme stuff :]
oh yea! i also have an online vlog tht i share with two of my best friends and im trying to keep tht up too. cept youtube realli hates me cuz everytime i try to upload a vlog or a video it lk fails.
mm.. well im gonna go with mi original idea for the other blog tht i stopped writing in sooo im gonna use letters to say lk who im talking abt and stuff. lk yeaa.
ohkay so abt the vlog thing its between me, P and C and our username is angelsx3cps so yeaa! watch our videos :]
the only person missing in tht little group is R :\ shes supposed to be the part of our group too~ the original gurliess~ haha
well yea im going to end every blog post with a wish i guess? cuz the blog's name is a simple wish. mite as well do smething with itt~ soo yepp..
mm.. todayy i wish i had more chocolate x.x