Time is ticking..

Time is ticking awayy~ that reminds me of that song haha. Ahh time is really ticking away though. Just slipping through my fingers like sand~

This year went by so fast. It's like one minute your starting school and seeing everyone you missed over the summer and the next minute your saying goodbye just to say hi again when school starts back up. If that made any sense. Finals are coming up~ I'm not really stressing out about it right now. I do not know why because its REALLY important and I should be studying, but I think I'm still in that free-time mood. which is definately not good. >.< But the good thing is that SUMMER'S COMING UP! yayyy!-to be continued later once I'm actually in the seminar-
-in the seminar-
Me and C are doing best friend quizes. So far, we fail as best friends x] Its ohkay. Were still kool so :]
-a week later -.-"-
Oops. Totally forgot to post this! Haha oh well~ Anyways now I'm like really starting to freak out. Grawr so much to do! so little timeee T.T
So if I don't talk to you at all this week don't be mad cuz I'm gonna be like super stressed with studying for everything sooo yea. :]
I wish I could turn back time~ I think it'll be kool if I could.. haha
Oh and I just noticed my font gets smaller as I type, but it looks all the same when I edit it. -.-" this is stupid.

Rememberr~

I hate it when I forget things. It gives me such a heart attack when I realize I like don't have something I should have or something like that. But usually I find what I'm missing within like 24 hours, so it's all good~ haha. I hate it when I can't remember stuff though. Like not just like every day stuff like homework (which I totally did one time for AP world. Oh my goodness. Worse thing ever. T.T) but just like memories and things like that. Cuz I'm like so forgetful lately and grawr. It's fustrating. >.<>
Well this is my second to last blog post for the TAG Seminar thing~ but I might like get on and blog if I have time over the summer when I'm extremely bored and no one is around cuz they're all everywhere else but in the ATL.
I'm going to blog about random things noww~ So like on Sunday I was reading my AP World book (it's like taking up my entire life) and I was wearing a jacket and I accidently like scratched my finger on the zipper of my jacket and now it really hurts. T.T
Wishing time! I wish that I could remember the things that are important to me~ which i should remember but apparently cant.. haha

What would you do?

Ohkay. Just so you guys know, this is totally hypothetical and did not happen. And it's a totally girly post. What would you do if one day you just happen to find out that one of your best guy friends since forever likes you? He confesses in a text that he knows you inside and out, wants to be "mr. right" and will always there for you 24/7. I think it would be really sweet... except the fact that you have a boyfriend (which proves the fact that I'm not talking about me because me and C are flying solo and will probably be that way forever and we'll die as single old women annoying the freak out of each other~ haha jkk). So what would you do if you were in that situation? You like your boyfriend a lot, yet you don't want to ruin your friendship with your best friend because after that confession I don't think things would be the same.. I guess it's kind of a complicated thing, but everything would probably work out in the end~
Anndd I totally had to say something, but I just forgot it. It had to do with that hypothetical situation though. Oh well. So one day, R was in the media center with me and we we're with J and S. She randomly pulls out a book on a shelf and starts reading it. I think that book is cursed. >.< AND EVERYTHING JUST GOT DELETED HERE. just like what happened to C. well kind of continuing. I dont think its cursed just because R read it, a lot of the things that are in the book relate to stuff with the gurlies. Raven is R, Sydney is me, Kelly is C cuz of the "k" sound, and A is P, B, and A. Yea. It's really confusing. A lot of the stuff that happen in the book are relavent, but a lot of the stuff is irrelavent too. Like R cheating on her bf :O definately not going to happen. At least I hope. Oh yea! and C cheating... with my bf. That would definately not happen. RITE C??? If it does I'm disowning you as my sister and me and M can be a happy two-person family x] haha
Well yea. It's almost time to gooooooooooo, so wish: I wish that I would be able to know what to do whenever.

I have like nothing to blog about so I'm gonna be typing what christina is doing at the moment. Christina is... searching up hair styles/ color -.-" she is getting hair style ideas. she wishes she had her bands start out from the back. wow I'm bored.
Anyways. So yep this weekend was pretty fun. I went to the same stuff that everyone else is blogging about! haha yea. All I have to say about my weekend.
Welll, now Christina is looking up guy pictures because shes just a stalker like that. ahaha jkk. I guess this is like a fun blog post about whatever. haha
I had like a freak out moment yesterday when I realized that my language arts datasheet was due and I did not do any of it. BUT, I kinda managed to kind of pull it off. T.T I just hope I get a good gradee~
Hmm. I guess I'll blog about the party over the weekend.
Or part of the party. Well the only part I can remember right now. Is when I accidently knocked over my pizza on marco and he was like. yea. Haha I'm like so A.D.D. right now. -.-"
I wish I wouldn't waste anymore time.

complicated

I made yearbook staff!! :] yayy now I have a class with one of my friends for sure next year! Well, I had to decide, but I'd rather do yearbook than chrysallis I guess. I have to get stuff ready for a party this weekend. I'm so not ready for it -.-" oh well~
So many things have been going on that I don't even know what to think anymore. Not like drama, but just school and all those events and trying to be there for people when they need it. I've been procrastinating so much lately, I'm not even kidding. But I guess the thing that's bothering me is that I'm worrying for a friend I guess. Kind of like a really close best friend brother thing? I wannna help him. I really do. But everything's just so complicated, it's hard. It's hard to just think that every day, he's just getting hurt more and more, and I can't do anything but just sit and wait. Waiting for him to realize the truth. He says that he respects everything that I stand for, and that I should do the same for him. End of discussion. But how can I just be there and not do anything? I dunno. A friend is more important than a friendship, so if giving up that friendship would help him, I would definitely do that.
I just wish everything will work out alright.

Friends.

Being sick is so not fun. Seriously, it was out of nowhere! One day I'm a perfectly healthy 15-year-old and the next I'm totally sick. It sucks T.T
But anyways. So recently, I haven't been talking much to my friends and stuff and they're kind of not talking to me anymore too. And I know it's kind of my fault too cuz I've been so busy with my homework and stuff and bottom line: I'm just always busy. I dunno what I'm always doing, cuz it shouldn't take someone all day to do their homework -.-" But just like how I usually am, I get distracted so easily, and I try to stop, but then I get distracted by making myself not get distracted. Wow, that sounded really confusing, but yea.
So basically all my friends are like growing farther apart, but then I know that my truely bestest friends would always stay by me. Thanks guys :]
Whenever something's wrong with a friend that you are close with but aren't really talking to, you would know that somethings wrong. I guess it's just in your instincts cuz I dunno. You just know. And it's hard when you know that that something that's wrong is really bad. I wish I knew what to do..
But, I love how with some friends, you will always know that no matter what happens, you'll always be friends till the end~ and whenever you finally have time to talk, it's just like the good old days again and everything goes back to normal. I remember how in 8th grade me and M used to talk all the time in Mrs. B's class cuz she liked us and didn't care what we did during her class, but back to the story. Like, seriously me and M were best friends and we thought that nothing could ever come between us. Until we got to highschool. Now everything seems different and it's like we barely know each other anymore. But we're still best friends and that really holds true. There just needs to be some time where we can catch up and, I guess be ourselves? again. I still remember when M said "You know, I hate how some friends grow up and grow farther apart, and it's just not the same anymore when you meet them again. But us, yea, we're never going to be like that, cuz we're gonna be best friends forever."
I just wish that it could somehow be like that again.

No point

My schedule is officially all messed up. Well yesterday, we had a snow day which was pretty much awesome. I basically relaxed the whole day and did some homework, but yea, it was a pretty calm day. But then came today. A totally messed up day because of the unplanned snow day.
Literally like everyone was freaking out today because no one knew whether or not we had quizes and tests today or projects due. It was very.. stressful. But then so far everythings working out pretty well, so I guess its good, but still.
Lately I've been feeling that I need to organize like every aspect of my life, which is really bad, because then I start stressing out over everything and basically to sum it all up, super stressful. And I keep on wasting time. I need that time. Oh well~
Anyways. All these things in life keep on popping up and making my brain hurt, but then that day when it started snowing I felt like everything just went away. It was so pretty and I just felt free? I guess, for once. Pretty cool. And I'm running out of things to say.
Most of the things I say usually have no point whatsoever. P (another P) and C said that at a ACCCN game night once. I was telling a story or saying something and I finished. So P was lk "... so that's it? There was no point!" and I was like "yea. most of my stories don't have points." Like this one! haha yeaa maybe I'll include some fun moments every week~ haha. Well I dunno why but I laughed so much when I read my friend, D's Facebook status. It said "OMG. I woke up at 5 30, took a shower, and found out that there was NO SCHOOL." Yep. It was quite entertaining x]
Mm. Well I think that's basically it for today~ this blog had like no point to it but it was still fun to just talk about whatever. :]
I wish I could just run away from all my problems, but then again that wouldn't solve anything.

in comp apps

ohkay so im in comp apps rite now and I have like nothing to do T.T and P wont respond to her CHATBOX things :] haha mm. well todays hug-a-nerd day apparently yepp. pretti random~ cuz like no one knows about it and all. uhmm.. what elsee~ I'm like super bored right now and I need to work out everything that should be going on laterr and oh yea! todays my dad's bday!! yayy~ I get to have dinner with him, my mom and D's family tonite. awesome. GRAWR I still need a present for himm x.x oh dang that's bad. I think I'll bake cookies for him or something. if we have the right supplies and all o.o
AHHH I still have to do all my hmwk cuz I've been procrastinating so much lately. wow im like the opposite of P now~ still need to start ap and yeaa. bored much
I wish I could think of something to do..
ciao~!
--S

christina!! :]

ohkay so. This blog post is all about C! or yea. haha Like the title says~
hmm.. so C is lk seriously one of my bestest friends ever. She has made such a big impact on my life I wouldn't know what to do without her~ We've had so many good memories together and we've been through a lot with each other. Sometimes we have our ups and downs but most of the time we get along pretty well :] although I "supposedly" "hit" her a lot. haha~
Last year in 9th grade, we had this huge drama after sprink break, and needless to say me and C were both in it. I guess it was really good for her and me at the same time, cuz it definately brought us closer. But K, A, and J kinda all drifted apart from me and C and its kinda.. sad? i mean i wish we were still close and all, but i dunno. I don't think it'll be the same even if we were really close.
I was seriously just thinking like last week about how me and C met and stuff~ well, not necessarily met, but like became close friends. haha. Well we met in.. 8th grade? but she was at my skool in 7th grade but I don't think I knew her then. Actually, I think I knew of C but like I didn't talk to her or anything. But I remember in 8th grade we started talking, not that much actually, but just kinda like getting to know each other kind of thing? And I shouldn't have, but this one time I hit B on the head with a pencil pouch (on accident or on purpose, i have no idea which one) and I blamed it on C x] hahahaha. Sry C!!! <3>
Anyways, we really started getting close in 9th grade like i said before~ in HEALTH! haha doode C if u choke one day (universal choking sign!) ill save you. ahaha. But yea. We just started talking and stuff and by 2nd semester, it seemed like we've known each other for longer than half a year. Like now, I still can't really believe that we've known each other for about 1 and 5/8 years! haha. random fraction~ but kinda close? I think.
So anyways, I know I can always go to C for help cuz she's seriously, like really amazing at giving out advice. And we have the funnest times hanging out too! Haha that's definately not a word, but still. We made a time capsule video one time at my house and we are going to look at it. Sometime soon. Cuz C is really impatient. Jkk actually she's really patient~ except when she's annoyed cuz I won't tell her something. :] I had the best example of something that happened, but now I totally forgot it. T.T OH YEA. We laugh at everything which is healthy! :D but yea. C laughs especially when i start complaining about my creepster stalker people x.x oh goodness.
Ohmygosh we seriously have like all these inside jokes and memories and stuff, we really need to write all of them down so we can laugh about it when we're 100 years old :] anyways, i bet her blog thing is gonna be a lot longer and more about some other stuff than what I put but yeaa~
Wow, seriously? all of a sudden I thought of a miley cyrus or hannah montana or whichever name she used song in my head. It's "True Friend" and seriously, I think it describes us pretty well after reading the lyrics:

"True Friend"

[Verse 1]We sign our cards and letters BFF

You've got a million ways to make me laugh

You're lookin' out for me; you've got my back

It's so good to have you around

You know the secrets I could never tell

And when I'm quiet you break through my shell

Don't feel the need to do a rebel yell

Cause you keep my feet on the ground

[Chorus 1]

You're a true friend

You're here till the end

You pull me aside

When something ain't right

Talk with me now and into the night

'Til it's alright againYou're a true friend

[Verse 2]

You don't get angry when I change the plans

Somehow you're never out of second chances

Won't say "I told you" when I'm wrong again

I'm so lucky that I've found

[Chorus 2]

A true friend

You're here till the end

You pull me aside

When something ain't right

Talk with me now and into the night

'Til it's alright again

[Bridge]

True friends will go to the end of the earth

Till they find the things you need

Friends hang on through the ups and the downs

Cause they've got someone to believe in

[Chorus 3]

A true friend

You're here till the end

You pull me aside

When something ain't right

Talk with me now and into the night

No need to pretend

You're a true friend

You're here till the end

Pull me aside

When something ain't right

Talk with me now and into the night

'Til it's alright againYou're a true friend [3x]

so many things to do T.T

Oh goodness. I have so many things to do these days~ the ap forms are due soon and I still don't know what I should take next year x.x oh yea and I have no idea if I can handle the aps im taking.. Awesome! (oh doode, that word is really starting to annoy to me P >.<)
But yea. I really don't know what I want to be when I grow up. Like when I was little I used to hate it when people asked me that question, cuz I never knew the answer. And now its like the same thing~ cept it affects my future more. >.<" It seems like every day I would have a conversation that involves the future. Like jobs and what courses I'm gonna take and things like that. It so wierd. Scary-wierd to think about all that stuff now. It's so close and yea. Pretty freaky x.x
But I should just not freak out too much~ cuz C said I do that way too much x] haha. Seriously though~ like I have no idea what to do. But like they were talking about at ACCCN last time, God has everything planned out for us, so I really do not need to be freaking out. Yet here I am! Freaking out.
More of some other stuff though~
You know when you have a guy best friend and all and a lot of people think that you guys are going out? Well I can say it's pretty annoying, cuz its happened to me so many times -.- but what I just do its let it go~ and try not to act that way around those people again? Kind of. Like some things that you do sometimes just makes it seem like you guys like each other, like hugging and stuff, but if you really think that there's nothing going on between you guys, then seriously, it doesn't matter what other people think. They can think whatever they want and if it's your girl friends then maybe you could think about what their trying to say, but if you reassure your closest friends that there is nothing going on then yep. the rest of the world doesnt matter. :] I mite be a hypocrite on some of these things, but still~ haha
Ohkay this is getting to be one of the longest blog post I have ever posted. haha yay! :D new record~
I wish that I can make the right choices in life :]
Ciao~!
--S

uneventful life~

mm. P, sry my blogs super boring~ but yep. boring blog= boring life :]
and my life is realli boring lately. nothing has been happening and its just skool work for me x.x i lk rarely get to hang out with my friends now and wen i actually get the chance to, my padres always tell me to go do sme more hmwk -.-" but i guess thts how azn parents are~ gotta get good grades! >.<
they were pretti pissed wen i was invited to go to this all adult cocktail parti that only they were supposed to go to but o well :] it would hve been lk the only parti they actually had a chance to relax and stuff without worrying abt where i was and wat i was doing. i guess theyd get a chance later on~ haha
grawr. so v-days coming upp! im pretti excited i guess but i hve lk no idea wat to do. its lk a couply day where its lk all lovey dovey but i still lk it anyways :] mm. but lk wat is valentines day. lk i was just thinking abt tht a few minutes ago and wasnt there a guy named valentine or smthing and it was lk his bday..? i hve no idea x.x
lately ive been meeting new people and all tht stuff but i hve a problem of not remembering their names after lk a few seconds. >.<>
i wishhhh. that my life was more excitingg lk not drama-exciting but lk i dunno just exciting i guess~ :]
ciao~ --S

Starting it out~

ohkay, so this isnt realli my first blog. ive started one before with one of my other friends but i kinda stopped cuz i didnt hve tht much time and stuff >.<" so now she has her own successful blog and i have my own :]
so i guess ill tell you a bit abt miself before everything elsee~
i was born in china, but i moved here when i was lk two-ish and i moved again after a couple years. i made a bunch of realli good friends who are there for me all the time. :] and they've helped me through rough times and stuff so yeaa. i guess i realli appreciate all tht i hve here, but i seriously miss china. >.<
its ohkay tho cuz i usually go bak every summer to visit the rest of my family there and its always realli fun :] oh and im an only child. haha yay~ but smetimes i wish i had a brother or a sister cuz its smetimes boring around the house, but i here so many complaints from my friends abt their siblings so i feel better abt being an only child. haha
hmm.. so in my blogs im prolly gonna be talking about random stuff or things tht are happening in mi life and prolly rant abt sme stuff :]
oh yea! i also have an online vlog tht i share with two of my best friends and im trying to keep tht up too. cept youtube realli hates me cuz everytime i try to upload a vlog or a video it lk fails.
mm.. well im gonna go with mi original idea for the other blog tht i stopped writing in sooo im gonna use letters to say lk who im talking abt and stuff. lk yeaa.
ohkay so abt the vlog thing its between me, P and C and our username is angelsx3cps so yeaa! watch our videos :]
the only person missing in tht little group is R :\ shes supposed to be the part of our group too~ the original gurliess~ haha
well yea im going to end every blog post with a wish i guess? cuz the blog's name is a simple wish. mite as well do smething with itt~ soo yepp..
mm.. todayy i wish i had more chocolate x.x