complicated

I made yearbook staff!! :] yayy now I have a class with one of my friends for sure next year! Well, I had to decide, but I'd rather do yearbook than chrysallis I guess. I have to get stuff ready for a party this weekend. I'm so not ready for it -.-" oh well~
So many things have been going on that I don't even know what to think anymore. Not like drama, but just school and all those events and trying to be there for people when they need it. I've been procrastinating so much lately, I'm not even kidding. But I guess the thing that's bothering me is that I'm worrying for a friend I guess. Kind of like a really close best friend brother thing? I wannna help him. I really do. But everything's just so complicated, it's hard. It's hard to just think that every day, he's just getting hurt more and more, and I can't do anything but just sit and wait. Waiting for him to realize the truth. He says that he respects everything that I stand for, and that I should do the same for him. End of discussion. But how can I just be there and not do anything? I dunno. A friend is more important than a friendship, so if giving up that friendship would help him, I would definitely do that.
I just wish everything will work out alright.